So August is done now. September is finally here and yes, I know I’m a day late for this kind of post, but better late than never, right? I don’t have as much going on like I did last month. Last month, I had the Dancing With The Stars announcements, In This Moment’s new album, and the Backstreet Boys performance on the last day of August. I watched the first announcement of DWTS on GMA, just not the one where Sabrina was picked as the last contestant. I got my ITM digital copy on iTunes almost two weeks ago. Friday, after having a messed up sleep schedule, my mom got me up early to take me to the bathroom. I stayed up to watch BSB perform. I didn’t go back to sleep until 10:30am.
Last month I went to football and soccer games. It was pretty awesome! This month, is the “homecoming” month. Earlier I found out my sister will be doing Powder Puff Football this year as her last year in high school. I have to say, I’m pretty excited about that because she told for the past three years she’d never do it. As long as they don’t have an away soccer game, she might be able to play. Which I think is really cool. Anyways, I’ll probably go to more of each of them. It’ll be getting cold too since I’ll be wearing my jeans again, double the amount of socks, and my hoodie. I love autumn! I just hate the allergies that come along with it. I don’t see soccer getting cold, but I’ve also never been to a soccer in the fall either. I could see my back screaming twice because of the colder weather. My mom has more days off this week and of course, there isn’t any home games for either sport this week. That really sucks.
I’m taking this month, day by day. Majority of all my shows start back up this month. Two shows that started last month was Major Crimes and Ridiculousness. I found out most of my favorite shows start-up next week. At least I get a week getting my time schedule worked out maybe. Dr. Phil starts next Monday, and luckily, it’s my first show of the day, since it starts at 4pm. I’ve got Dancing With The Stars on Mondays and Tuesdays, Law & Order: SVU on Wednesdays. I know I have more shows than just three, I just can’t think of them all right now. The Voice will start back up this month too, but I doubt I’ll watch it, unless Christina Aguilera does a performance or something. That’ll be the only time I’ll probably watch it. My mom and I will be stacked with shows on Monday’s. So far I have four that might start at the same time. Oh, I hate picking which one is more important, but thank god for mom’s DVR though.
So it’s week number three. I’ve kind of failed my test of not adding any friends I use to talk to when I was in High School. I’ve added probably around seven people or more. It’s still kind of low I know that. I think since I had a good Friday last week, I shouldn’t hate everybody just because they’re busy with other stuff. I added the ones I talked to at the game, but I think thats good. If they didn’t talk to me last Friday, I wouldn’t have added them again. I do miss all my teachers I had on my first account. It’s also really sad that only three people have actually realized that I made another facebook.
I get a little bit stronger everytime they ignore me. I get a little bit stronger when they post up pictures of themselves and me. Saw one of my friends profile pictures before I deleted my other account. She had switched her picture of her and boyfriend to a picture of us. Only kept it on there for an hour before she went back to her and boyfriend. It drives me crazy at times, but yet makes me stronger. I don’t cry anymore. Hell, I can’t cry. I’m done with wanting to hang out with someone and having to wait forever for them if one day doesn’t work out. Although I liked the times we did hang out, but that feeling would fade when you’d ignore me again.
I’m done and I’m getting a little bit stronger each day. ❤
It’s finally October! The “fun” month for every kid and kid at heart adults. It’s the month where the leaves start to change colors. Stores bring out their Halloween stuff if they haven’t been doing that yet. Kids are paining pumpkins. Kids and adults are picking out costumes for Halloween. Everybody’s ready to go to haunted houses. However, I’m just ready for ABC plays “The Great Pumpkin” because I missed it last year.
Last night I went to the Homecoming football game. We lost, and I didn’t expect to talk to people. I thought I was going to be ignored like I was the weekend before and be pissed off the rest of the night. I actually prepared myself for that. Obviously God had other plans for me. Besides having a fun day with my mom and grandparents. I went to the game and actually had fun with that. I talked to ALOT of people, a few I haven’t seen in awhile and a few that I talk to but not as much.
I’m not doing dressing up this year. One of these years I will dress up as a Transformers. Its a sad goal, but true! I was a Punk Ballerina last year and nothing this year. I’m sure we’ll have to get candy for any of our neighbors or dad’s friends kids that come by. I think I’m just ready for the Disney Halloween movies start back up and Charlie Brown’s The Great Pumpkin to come on. Ah! Childhood memories!
Today is Friday, it’s also the last day of September. It would be a nice day to hear “Wake Me Up When September Ends” by Green Day right about now. Instead I’m listening to “Been To Hell” by Hollywood Undead. I’ve been up since around 9 or 9:30am. Dad came in my room to take me to the bathroom before he went into town this morning. I probably got around five hours of sleep last night. My mom got less than me, but that’s understandable. After dad left, I got up and went on Twitter and Facebook. Realized that I forgot to grab a few things from my first Facebook before I deleted it last weekend. Including my drawing my friend did for me. Definitely need to keep that for sure. I reactivated that sucker again, and saved that picture and a few others. However, now that it’s windy here our internet wants to be a jerk and not work. So now I have both accounts open and I hope people don’t get confused.
I’ve been at my grandparent’s house most of the morning. Had lunch with them and my mom. My mom did some errands for them, but waiting to do the rest tomorrow when she’s got Emily with her to help. Mom went to the library earlier and got books for all three of us. She got four, and my sister and I got two. I have two by the same author and I don’t see myself getting through either one in a week like I did with Bristol’s book. I have Patricia McCormick’s books “Cut” and “Sold.” I was on Barnes & Nobles last month and found “Sold” and wanted to read it. “Cut” wasn’t on my list at first, mom found it and ordered it. What the hell though? I started reading that one first, just to see if it’s worth it.
Tonight is the Homecoming game for Football. I don’t know why I’m so excited for tonight. It’s just another game with a meaning. To me it’s another lonely night watching a sport game that I don’t understand. I should shut up because at least I’m getting out of the house. If it’s boring, then I’ll make my rounds but I’ll probably be disappointed by all the people who don’t want to talk to me and ignoring me the whole time. Hell, even smiling won’t work on these people anymore. Last weekend was funny though, the cheerleaders had Cheer Clinic for the little girls. This little girl at the game was at her mom’s leg not wanting to cheer and I went to smile and she gave me the most serious, frown I’ve ever seen in my life. It was priceless!