So it’s week number three. I’ve kind of failed my test of not adding any friends I use to talk to when I was in High School. I’ve added probably around seven people or more. It’s still kind of low I know that. I think since I had a good Friday last week, I shouldn’t hate everybody just because they’re busy with other stuff. I added the ones I talked to at the game, but I think thats good. If they didn’t talk to me last Friday, I wouldn’t have added them again. I do miss all my teachers I had on my first account. It’s also really sad that only three people have actually realized that I made another facebook.
I get a little bit stronger everytime they ignore me. I get a little bit stronger when they post up pictures of themselves and me. Saw one of my friends profile pictures before I deleted my other account. She had switched her picture of her and boyfriend to a picture of us. Only kept it on there for an hour before she went back to her and boyfriend. It drives me crazy at times, but yet makes me stronger. I don’t cry anymore. Hell, I can’t cry. I’m done with wanting to hang out with someone and having to wait forever for them if one day doesn’t work out. Although I liked the times we did hang out, but that feeling would fade when you’d ignore me again.
I’m done and I’m getting a little bit stronger each day. ❤