It’s almost the end of this nice month. It’s kind of strange in way, I feel like I’ve been having some flashbacks to when I graduated high school. That whole time of waiting for the actual time of seeing my entire class in our gowns and hats, all smiles on our faces, our parents crying because their children have just graduated and they were onto their next step in life. It’s been a few years for me since that overwhelming came to visit me and left its mark. I feel like the more years go on, I don’t see much going on in my life. Which I know can be normal but when you’ve got an overactive mind like me, time just creates doubts and sadness. Yesterday, while I was at my nana’s it was an interesting day because lately I go over there working to earn money from her. I like doing stuff because it keeps me busy and something to do in the week. It’s just nice to get out of the front of my computer once in a while, you know? I had lots to talk to her about, one of the things was about my weekend and how my mind has been lately being around all of these kids. I look at these kids and see bright auras for each one, they just bring me such joy and yet I feel a bit blue when I’m away from them. So I’ve been channeling my feelings of loneliness into my music and these new kittens we have at the house. Just trying to create as much positive so the negativity doesn’t take over me.
Out family and only inside cat, Oliver has a special bond with both mom and Blondie. He’s basically mom’s cat but sleeps with Blondie. Well, he decided to come into my room the other night while I was eating dinner and there’s not very many times were he’ll just jump on my bed without any in my room first. I knew what he wanted but just thought he was lonely too. Nope, he wanted my food and as my dad went to check on me he saw him just chilling on my bed with me. Dad got mom up so she could see him and then when Blondie got home from work she had to see too. When she came in, my mom brought in her phone and took a picture of us. I looked gruesome so I ended up cropping myself out of the picture above. All I could think my mind was “Well, it’s not Oliver Sykes but I’ll deal with it.” I think he did enjoy getting his chin and the side of his head rubbed. He’s always liked me for that. After Blondie locked him in my room when I was done eating my food dad came in and took him off because he doesn’t think I should him on my bed as he likes to pull out his fur. He is a good ole kitty, he’s just some things that my dad just doesn’t like about him anymore. However, whenever dad goes to eat he has to share his food with not only ChiChi but Oliver too, or else he meows the whole time.
As I was sitting in my new wheelchair that I’ve decided I hate now because I basically felt trapped in it and this was before my mom put the seatbelt on me. I was in the kitchen and I was leaning up against the back door, watching the three little kitties just spread out on the porch, enjoying the nice shade they had. My mom looked up at me and asked what I thought about the thing behind them. I looked at it and noticed it was a dead bird. Our stray cat Bootsie is the killing machine. We thought Oliver had a nice track record (this was before his nose stopped working!) until she started having all these babies and started bringing us dead birds as offerings. It’s the most creepiest thing ever! Well, our little half calico baby that was recently re-named Aurora by her new owners, was enjoying my bright toe nails. She kept attacking the glass of the door and it was so cute! They in the playing and jumping stages. Little Silver Moonlight literally fall off the porch as it was scratching itself and after four minutes she jumped right back up the porch. I was impressed! This was my only time I’ve been to see them lately. Blondie is the one that goes out and sees them when she gets home from work. We now think Kelso is a girl and our little gray and white the one I’ve been calling Grumpy’s twin, finally has a name! Her name is Stormy and I love it! Her owner is going to (hopefully) love her! Here are some pictures of them.