I’ve had one of those days where I can’t explain how I am feeling and it’s starting to make worry. Since I’ve been depressed before, I’m a little worried that I could go back into that hole again since I stopped therapy last week. I’ve been feeling like I’m not in the mood to do anything and you can only blame the weather for so long. Sorry, but it’s true! I don’t think if I talk about it with my mom that she would really understand. Honestly I don’t think anybody understand, nobody did the last three times. I think I’d rather keep it inside than talk about it with my family. Yet I’m letting you guys know about it. Sometimes just letting it out on here, helps more than talking about it out loud. My body just feels drained and my sleep is out of it too. That might be it too. At least I’m eating like a freaking pig again. That’s a plus I guess! The only bit of happiness I have right now are my TV shows. Isn’t that weird? Last night nobody went home from Dancing With The Stars, because of technical issues from last week. Tonight I watched The Originals and loved it! I taped Agents of S.H.i.E.L.D. for tomorrow. However I have like two movies that I am almost finished with them. Oh, and my aunt told me that it’s been snowing off and on up north. It’s kind of weird to ask my sister if it’s snowing when over the weekend she was here. That was weird for me too! Luckily, I haven’t confused myself…yet.
Well, I’m “feeling” kind of tired so I’m going to lie down and watch some Frasier or Mad About You recordings. I listened to Katy Perry’s new album and it was pretty good. I didn’t finish it, but for the ones I heard were great! I love the sound of “Legendary Lovers” and I think my favorite is right now is “This Is How We Do” and it kind of has a hip-hop vibe to it. I’ll probably finish listening to the rest tomorrow. I’m trying to remember if I’m forgetting anything and I don’t think I am. Okay, thanks for letting me vent and thank you for ignoring my first paragraph. I’ll leave you with this.