This morning, I got up and looked at my challenge for the day, at first I thought I would want to be a mom for a day. Then we went to Wal-Mart and I was so thankful I didn’t do the post about that. Between hearing a kid literally do the “pleeeeeeeeeeeese” commercial for Roll-Ups and yell the whole time we were there. I thought I was going to go insane. When we got up to the check out line, there was a mom with her two kids getting their stuff unloaded. The kids had to be 6 and under. They weren’t as bad, but you could tell the mom was at the end of the rope with them. They kept saying “I love you” to her and try to grab things, she was not a happy camper. I felt bad for her, but once we got outside my mom told my sister and I she loved us. I immediately thought I did something wrong until she unleashed her thoughts about how we didn’t act like that when we were kids.
So since that pretty much ruined my thing of wanting a kid for a while. I started thinking of other things. I started thinking of my book I was reading earlier this week and thought about how it felt for someone to care about fully and for them to care back. With family, it’s just routine sometimes. They can say they love you all they want, but you can still feel like they don’t. When we got around the clothes isle at Wal-Mart, my mind instantly went for the jean shorts. I have this really cute top I want to wear to the football game on Friday and I don’t want to wear long pants. Of course, the shirt that I have is in a green-ish color. I wanted to get a dark blue jean shorts to go with it, but mom doesn’t think I’ll fit in them right. So since I want to look cute, but with a side of being smart with all this heat. I don’t want to roast myself. I just to be somebody who can look good.
So who would I want to be for a day? I don’t want to be anybody else. I like being the person I am. I don’t want to change myself for anyone. However, I do want to gain some cuteness. I’ve got some cute clothes, I’m bound to either make a mess of myself or look pretty damn good. Oh well, we’ll see I guess. (: