I love God and as much as God has gotten me through the rough patches of my life with a few or more scratches all over my body. The people who have taught me to love myself are Nikki Sixx, DJ Ashba, and James Michael. Also known as Sixx:A.M. Even though I don’t listen to them as much as I did when the new year started, I still feel the love I found when I first found out about them. I don’t think I’ll ever tired of them. Sixx:A.M. is an inspiring band to listen to and when you listen to their songs, “Life Is Beautiful,” “Lies Of The Beautiful People,” and “Skin” you will understand why I love them so much. They make you want to love life and yourself than you ever did before. I feel grateful that there is ever such a band that wants to show everybody is beautiful in their own way.
For me, I hated myself every day for most of my life because other people just showed me that they didn’t care and made me feel like I was the ugliest person on the plant. God created me and he doesn’t give someone something if he knew they couldn’t handle it. I pray to him every night. Then through my headphones you can hear a slight melody of “Lies Of The Beautiful People” and sometimes if ir’s not too dark in my room you can see going crazy on my bed because I’m kind of dancing. Unless I’m really depressed I definitely won’t be hearing “Skin” on my iPod playing at 10pm. I love that song, but I’m smart enough to know it will make me cry so I don’t listen during at night. I love these guys!