Yesterday on Comedy Central they premiered “Controlled Chaoes” with Jeff Dunham, Walter, Achmed, Peanut and new friends. It was absoluately hilarious and adorable ever! I’m watching “Jeff Dunham’s Spark of Insanity” right now. Watching Superhero Melvin. I have decided last night that the next time I get asked whose my favorite superhero(s)? My answer is going to be Optimus Prime, and the Autobots, and Superhero Melvin. Everybody wouldn’t get it, but every Jeff Dunham lover would. My favorite character is Walter, because sadly I know a few people that act like him. Except they can’t compare to Walter. He’s just awesome!
I’ve been thinking lately, yet I think all the time. I can’t seem to turn off my brain half the time. Anyways, I’ve been thinking about writing down my feelings. Not writing them in song or poem form, but just thoughts of how I’m feeling and closing the cover and hoping nobody reads them. I still think every notebook should a dead bolt to lock everything.
I have two notebooks on my floor right now. I’d rather use the green one since it’s the biggest one I’ve got. My red one just has some things written in it, I need to tear out and throw away. The green one has stuff that need to go in the trash too, but my trash can is kind of filled at the moment. Gonna have to wait on that for a bit.
I’ve had some good and bad thoughts floating around in my head. Sometimes I’d like to blog them out, but yet I have family reading this and they’d read my thoughts and want to ask. Thank god for the ones who don’t ask questions. I have dreams at night that I’d like to write about, but they’re kind of bad. Even if I write them down or post them on here somebody’s gonna go, “oh, she’s crazy!” I would have to agree with that statement actually. I just need to let everything go. I just need to release everything. Maybe if I do that, I’ll start healing from all the pain.