Twas The Last Day

Made by Meg(z)han on Muzy

For everybody else, it’s just a normal Tuesday. A lot of people are helping and praying for the people in Oklahoma. A lot of people and kids are in classes and at work. It’s just like every other day, right? Well, it is the last bit of the month, which means there are a lot of graduations being held. When I was a senior, the last few days of the semester were very chaotic and not much different from my sister’s last few days. Except when I was a senior, we didn’t have our finals on those last three days. The last day was made for the seniors to clean out lockers and teachers to pick up books. I mostly spent those three days in the library. Since the teachers cared less about their students and pretty much let go as crazy as they wanted. In certain classes, it was a good thing to have computers. Bubble Shooter was our #1 game that I saw on every screen since I had the pleasure of sitting in the back. I did look at my emails and work on my first blog back then. I think I had like three classes that had computers in them and I think as the days went on, I started bringing in my mom’s old magazines because we had to return all books that we checked out of the library. It was very sad I’ve got to say.

The last day though, it was filled with parties in certain classes. One of my classes, I had it first period and the only reason why we had to leave five minutes of that class is because it was downstairs and God knows if you were going to get caught in the elevator or not. Thankfully in those last days, I didn’t get caught in it. In that class, our teacher told us that he had a VCR player instead of a DVD player. So he and another student brought in old classic Disney movies like The Lion King and The Jungle Book. We also did tie dye shirts too. I was sick that day and he kept everything the next day when I came in and I got to do my shirt. It turned out pretty cute too! One of the last memories happened on the actual last day. It was after lunch because my aide was eating lunch. We were in the library and I was “looking” for another book to read to kill time. They’re was a few students in there. They were playing UNO and one of the girls looked like she had been crying all day long. At that time, I hadn’t cried at all. I was actually waiting on when I would see tears coming out of my eyes. I went over to talk to them and watch them play a couple of rounds of UNO. They were three girls and two guys. The guys looked puzzled by us and showing our emotions because it wasn’t long until after I pulled up to their table that the one who was crying, she started telling stories around the time in Elementary school. It was really sad, even though I have no idea what we were talking about back then. She started making us cry our eyes out. The librarian came over with a box of tissues for us and the guys kind of gave up on us and went on the computers. I didn’t blame them and neither did the librarian. You can’t help it sometimes, it just comes out.

This morning I woke up an hour earlier than normally, my sister was still getting ready for her last day. I sent her a small text before she left saying “Have a good last day of high school. You will be cleaning out your last locker ever. Tears will be expected. Probably around lunch time when you sit with your group for the very last time. You’ll get a lot of hugs today too. Enjoy it though.” She texted me back with, “Thanks for the warning.” I wish I had gotten a warning for my last day, having my mom practically when I went on my last ride bus ride to school. It is very surreal, because you are so into routine. I’ve to got to say though, you’re still in routine for Wednesday, because of Senior Trip. On Thursday, you got to sleep in a little before awards ceremony. Friday, graduation didn’t start until late afternoon, so sleeping in was a go! I don’t think anybody really sleeps in though. You’re too excited to sleep. I don’t think the guys had any trouble there. So that’s my lovely story for the day. Oh, I also wrote the little poem in the picture too!

My Monday Definitely Didn’t Suck. Thank God!

I just got home and I am really tired, sore, and hungry. My hip is really hurting me for some reason, and it hasn’t hurt all day, so I don’t have a clue what’s up with that. It just turned 6pm so I have at least two hours until Dancing With The Stars comes on tonight. I’m just jamming and since I didn’t hear a Five Finger Death Punch this morning, “The Bleeding” just came on my iPod. I did hear Linkin Park’s “Lying From You” on the radio this morning and I still count that as a good thing to hear before I start my day. I remember I didn’t want to, but I decided to ask God to let me have a good day. I asked he and Mother Nature can try to work out their differences and make the sun come out or anything. I just wanted something good to happen. I think I got a little more than I bargained for, because every turn I took today was good. Even though I ran into every corner and door I could possibly imagine, but it never changed my mind about it being good. I make mistakes and running into walls comes with it.

I started my day with one of my favorite drivers. Before she pulled up, my mom and I were out in the back seeing the little kittens. We officially have all five named and so far two of them have homes to go to in two weeks. The names are Wren, Oreo, Ivan, Stef, and WINNIE! The last one who didn’t have a name. My driver was getting me strapped in and my mom was telling her about our kittens and so now she might take of them too. I had a chat with my mom about keeping Ivan, but she doesn’t think my dad would like that considering we already have Rudy and Tubby. So I’m hoping she takes Ivan, because I trust her. I just got to work on his attitude because she had a dog and he’s a little mean. He might do a 180 and surprise us all. That’s what I’m hoping for at least. We spent most of our time talking about my stories and the kittens. I gave her the rundown of The Adventures Of September and Nemo and when it was time to tell her about the other story I worked on this weekend, From Jacoby To Abigail, I couldn’t figure out what prompt I use and I didn’t want to tell her the title without telling her about everything else. So I didn’t tell her anything about it and quite frankly I still have no idea what the damn story is about. I’m really losing it today.

While I was upstairs, apparently I was missed. Even though I only missed two weeks. I only go once a week now. I like it that considering I have more chances to read and write my stories. Those are really bad excuses but you get where I’m going with this. Some of the residents told me they missed me and I spent some one-on-one time with a few of them. One of them loves to knit. He sits in a chair and has his walker close by and just knits. I usually pull up on the side like a car and just talk to him about his knitting. It’s just something that keeps him occupied throughout the day. We both said that if he could do it in his sleep, he would get done with it faster. I don’t understand how he does it all day, everyday, but I guess once you get into a routine everything just looks easy after a while. Kind of like me. Once you know how everything is done and fail your first test, the rest will come easier. At least it should. We didn’t do our normal stuff like we usually do. Monday’s are crafts day. We mostly read to the residents, fixed some of the ladies finger nails if they wanted them done, and played a game at the end of the day. Since I hadn’t been there for two weeks, I hadn’t talk to the girls at all. I think that’s all I did today was talk, and flirt.

I remember during the last two years of high school, I had a crush on one of the maintenance workers and I loved having A lunch, because that’s when he took his lunch as well. So I loved leaving early in those classes and getting to my normal spot and waited to see him walking from the hallway. Thank god I was far away from view, because I practically breathless everytime I saw him walk to the lunch aisle. It sucked though when he was in the hallways or in our classroom, because there was no telling if I would blush or not. I have a history of my entire face turning blood-red, so I prayed and lead my breath everytime he was around. I did talk to him once and I don’t want to go into that at the moment. . The guy that was working in our  room, was such a freaking hottie! He looked like Chris Hemsworth! The first thing I did when we walked in, was see three guys on ladders and this one with sunglasses on just looking so amazing! Once he took off his sunglasses, it was like oh my god, somebody just needs to put me out of my misery! I didn’t know how to act because I haven’t seen a hottie like him since high school. I literally felt like a school girl finding a crush in class. It’s such a cliché, but it works for me! As my mom and I were coming home, I started thinking about people kept saying about “every girl wants to marry a man just like their daddy.” I always remembered saying that was never going to happen. When we were in the car, I literally started thinking about everything. I don’t want a guy exactly like my dad, but I do like guys who is very hands on, likes metal, drives a truck and likes motorcycles. It literally took me two seconds to figure out that I’m f*cked.

My Midnight Thoughts

I am bored, but apparently not bored enough to fall asleep. I cannot get myself to shut down. I am also fully regretting taking off my headphones so early. I feel tired, because my stomach area feels disgusting and I have a bit of a headache, but thankfully that’s all the pain I have as of right now. I wish I had a way to turn on my light myself because I want to read my new book. I’m just on the third chapter and I’m already addicted to it. However, I did make the mistake of doing some research about Marie Antoinette, even though I’ve done countless researches about her life. I am just looking up her siblings and already there is some different things from the book and what Wikipedia says. I get all my information from here. Anyways, in the book she only talks about five of her sisters and four of her brothers. It doesn’t like a lot of siblings at first, until you go looking for more information online and you find out her parents had 18 children in all. May I remind you that’s 18 different labors and delivers and no epidural at that time either. So could you imagine? My body was SO saying owwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! I don’t understand why in the world they would have so many kids back then just to get an heir. You would think once after they get that heir. No more sex, but no.

I am sitting up in bed, watching Friends. It is the episode of Rachel’s birthday and she gets upset that she’s 30 years old and she hasn’t gotten married yet or had kids at the times where she thought she would. I know how she feels. However, I’m not even close to being 30 yet and yet I feel like I’m 60 years old. I get pain when the weather changes and my bones feel like they’re going to break at any moment. Not a good thing to feel at such a young age. I just watched the preview for the movie Gatsby and I so want to see that movie! I love the 1920′s so much! I would love to have something of the 20′s incorporated into my future wedding. Either my hair or the dress itself. I’m not a big fan of veils so I would like my hair cut short with waves and have a headband around with a some rhinestones on it and some feathers. I’ve thought about this too much haven’t I? The reason why I don’t want to have a 1920′s theme is because I have always wanted a Winter Wonderland theme. I love winter and I can have my bridesmaids wear either gray or purple dresses, or both. That would look cute!

I kind of wish I had work tomorrow but I don’t. It would make me want to sleep tonight. I did ask God to help me sleep tonight but there are other things I prayed for that he needs to look after than besides my stupid sleep schedule. I ruined it, so it’s my fault. I did tape two movies tonight I guess I could watch them until I fall asleep. I taped both Beastly and Elizabeth: The Golden Age. Yeah, it’s another Queen movie, I am addicted. Once I find The Other Boelyn Girl is on again, I’m taping that sucker too! All right, since I about scared myself by almost erasing everything I’ve written on here, I’m just going to stop right here and go watch some movies. I hope I don’t sleep all morning, wait. I hope my mom doesn’t sleep all morning so I can go to the bathroom before she leaves in the morning. I’ll try to stay up after that and it’ll be light enough (hopefully) and I’ll get to finally read again! Yay!

Dance The Night Away

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Last night was the night, The Vampire Diaries came back on my television. Luckily, when the storms came through yesterday. They were weak and wasn’t so serve to us. We only got rain and a few rounds of thunder, but that was it. Somebody must’ve known I really didn’t want to watch this online over the weekend, but our satalite went out twice before 8pm. It was also went out at 10pm while I was watching Ridiculousness and taping Hannibal. I haven’t began to watch it yet, but I don’t think between the satalite going out and the little weathermen popping up on the screen is going to put me in a good mood if I try to watch it. I’ll try just to make sure, but if I’m right I’ll watch it online.

The Vampire Diaries has been about a lot of twists and turns this season. It’s been a little hard to keep up, especially adding Silas, who can appear as anybody. I don’t know about you guys but when Bonnie asked to see his face. I was literally sitting on my bed saying over and over please don’t show your face. Please don’t show your face. I’m lucky I can get through everybody feeding on people’s necks. It had to take me two seasons to get through that. When Alaric was possessed and Esther after she was killed she came to haunt Bonnie, yeah those scences scared the living crap out of me. I’ve to got to say though, when half his face appeared my first thought was in the movie, Beastly where Hunter asked her “gruesome?” and Liddy told him, “I”ve seen worse.” That whole scene just jumped out at me. I was wanting for Bonnie to say it. I was.

As I watching last night’s episode, I was kind of happy how it was Elena’s senior prom on this episode and my sister will have her prom soon. I just thought that was interesting. At least we don’t have to worry about vampires and witches at this prom. Both dresses are different, Emily’s dress is purple with beading around the chest. It looks very pretty on her! I love Elena’s dress too. Oh, well I think we should say Caroline’s dress, because it was originally her dress at the beginning of the episode. However, I thought her dress that Klaus found for her was just breath taking. So let the bitch have her dress. She did look very beautiful in it. She stands out well, which with this new Elena, she probably knew that before taking it from Caroline. Anyways, I love going to Grand March. When I was both a junior and a senior, I wanted to watch Grand March more than I wanted to be in it. Everybody told me my junior year that once I was inside the main area at prom, I was going to see everybody’s dresses and they were so wrong. I think I got to see the ones I graduated with and that was it. I seriously live for Grand March now. My favorite time of the year is prom season. Speaking of that, today is the day I had my junior prom.