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Muzy

Muzy

So this is it, the one day probably everybody in my family is dreading. Except for my sister. Today is the day she graduates from high school. Twelve years of school is finally coming to a close. I still remember her going to preschool, carrying around her Pikachu backpack everywhere she went. The little blondie peepsquek walking around on her tippy toes like she owned the place. At the end of every year, we would always wonder if teachers she’d get because something about us sharing the same teacher was so neat. Weird, but neat. My sister ended up having three teachers I had when I was in Elementary school. When she started middle school, for the first two years, she was on the other side. There were two sides in each grade in middle school. I think we only shared one teacher and it was when she was in seventh grade. Her last year, she had almost every teacher I had. She took harder classes than I did.

When I became a senior, I wasn’t necessary excited about being in my last year of high school. I was excited to share my last high school experience with my sister. She was the freshman and for her first semester I had to see her before she left for third period and we actually had the same lunch. I would chat and check on how her day was. Since she’s always had to check on me growing up, it was interesting to become that big sister I really wanted to be. Even though I am older than her, she’s had to grow up a lot faster than she probably should have. When second semester started I hardly ever saw her after campus. Classes switched around and I had B lunch instead of A. I do remember hating that big change. Anyways, if I ever saw her it was on accident or she was cheering with the cheerleaders for the pep rallies. My mom had double duty, she had a senior and a freshman in high school. Two different grades, while I had graduation stuff I had to do, my sister had cheerleading stuff to do. I’m pretty sure my parents heads were spinning by the time I graduated. After that, they got somewhat of a break.

My sister didn’t want to take Driver’s Ed, but my mom and dad were kind of fed up with taking her everywhere and hearing her beg about hanging out with her friends. When my mom started giving her lessons, they would drive around the old Elementary school parking lot. One of the funniest memories of my sister’s mind while driving. She had to learn how to drive a stick, and my mom had asked her what does the letters mean, and when my mom asked “what was R?” Emily gave her probably the craziest answer ever. She said, “rotate.” That was the BIG joke in the family before she got her license. Even after that, certain family members would get her back for it. It was priceless! When she passed her driving test, everything my parents hated for driving her back and forth, they certainly wanted that back. As much as she drove them nuts, dad especially wanted tiny little Emily back. I’ve ridden in her car about twice and the first time I was a little nervous because she had to get me in and out of the car twice. Everytime she picked me up, I held my breath. Now I only hold my breath when we pull up to my nana’s house. She can lift me, but it’s a kind of difficult since she’s hardly done it.

Now everything is getting slower. Graduation day is one of the longest days ever! If you think getting through senior year is a long wait, that actual day is a bitch to get through. Because you’re so happy for it to happen, but once you put the cap and gown on, you immediately want to go back. Both grandparents are supposed to come, my mom and dad, and myself are all going. I’m not sitting with anybody. I like my seat on the edge of the bleachers. This is my eighth graduation I’ve been to so far. My last graduation will be next year because after next year I won’t know anybody graduating from high school. I’ve only caught myself crying twice earlier in the week. I haven’t done it since. I’m really hoping my dad gets so good gum before we leave for it. I need something to distract me from possibly making a fool out of me. It’s scary to think it’s been three years since I was in my sister’s place. Getting to the school and looking at everybody in their cap and gowns, it makes you sad. Once as graduation started though, it felt like it was never going to end. If you sit on the sides, it goes a little bit faster, but when you’re sitting in the actual ceremony, it takes FOREVER! When it’s at the end, everybody stands and everybody starts shaking their silly string cans to get them ready for the final fun they get to have together. After that, it turns into a magical moment. It’s the week after that makes you realize you graduated.

Blue Velvet

Happy Thursday everybody!

It’s been another great day! I got to go to my nana’s house and got to eat at Subway too. Why is it though, everytime I crave something and if I don’t have it that day I want it, it’s not as good as I thought it would? That’s what happened today and it sucked. My wrap sounded good, but once I saw it, everything just kind of went downhill after that. My nana and I had a good conversation and I got to see my papaw’s “football” he’s right foot is all bandaged up. It’s sad, but it makes him look all adorable! He certainly doesn’t think so, but he is a guy. Sorry papaw! After getting home from my nana’s, I spent majority of my time with little Ivan again. While my mom went to feed Bootsie and the kittens, he was the only one who wasn’t hungry, so she scooped him up and brought him in my room. The little dude slept most of the afternoon but still managed to have small bags under his eyes. He likes to run in his sleep. Maybe he’s the one killing these birds. Bootsie has so far, killed three birds and one squirrel. It’s not like we don’t feed them enough, now she’s bringing in the real stuff.

For the past three days, getting able to spent time with him, is so cute. I don’t want him to go live with somebody else. When Tubby and Rudy were little, my mom wanted to keep one of them, but we didn’t want to separate them. So we kept them. Now Tubby is the only one who continues to hang around. Tubby and Rudy used to fight with each other left and right. Since Ivan is usually the only one around me, he’s much calmer than the other two were. Whenever my mom puts Tubby in my room, he visits with me but then starts meowing to get out of my room. When Ivan comes in here, he usually sleeps and try to climb up my hands. He did that again today. I do hate it when he stares at the ceiling and moves his head around. I know I didn’t have a fly in there, so I have no idea what he was seeing and I wish he would stop that. I almost fell asleep laying next to him. He sleeps so cute, but when you know he’s knocked out, he starts twitching in his sleep. I’ve to move myself around him and he hardly moved. He’s getting used to me.

I haven’t done much of anything but talk and cuddle with Ivan. Oh, and listen to music. Tonight, my only show is on, I’m debating whether or not watching Hannibal or just taping it instead. I’ve got two hours left, so I’m sure I’ll make up my mind soon! My post for tomorrow might come out a little later normally. Probably around 9pm. I just thought I’d give everybody a little bit of a warning. Have a great Friday! (:

Heaven Bend To Take My Hand…

Today has been a good day. Despite the pain in my lower back and stomach, it went pretty good! I finally got to sleep in this morning. I went to bed at midnight, slept for most of the night, and remember waking up to turn over to my other side and falling back asleep. I got up at 10:30am. I was a freaking happy camper! I probably won’t be able to sleep in tomorrow morning, because we are doing things differently this week. My mom is doing my nana’s errands a day earlier and we’re having lunch too. Hopefully, we’ll be able to get Subway. I am in need of a Chicken Bacon Ranch wrap. I haven’t had one in a while. I have been having a slow but relaxing day. It’s even a Wednesday, and it’s just been a calming day. I like days like these. It gives my brain full of doubts a break from life. I wasn’t even going to do a proper post for today and just do a quote instead, but I did have two good things that happened today. So I have to share this.

My mom went out to do her errands a day early too. When she got back, she literally put bags in the kitchen. I heard her break up ice on our front porch and come back in. When she went out again, she came back into the house with little Wren. Thankfully, I know which of the gray kittens are which. Winnie and Wren are both gray with some white, but Winnie has some orange around her face. Wren only has white around her face. My mom and sister still get confused but I go by their first pictures. Anyways, she put her on my bed and the kitten wanted to explore. Luckily this one didn’t take a dive off my bed like Winnie did the day before. Winnie is a very curious kitten. She literally left my room. It was kind of cute to see something so tiny just escape my room. Wren wanted to go off the bed but my mom caught her just in time. When she took her back outside, she brought my kitty Ivan. He is my buddy. My mom said he probably won’t fall asleep so fast since when she grabbed him, he was wrestling with Oreo. When she put him on my bed, he started walking around and staring at me. I must have had one hell of a hair do since he kept looking at me and even tried climbing up my hands to get closer to my face. I love when he does that!

He stayed in my room, slept for more than three hours. He actually slept on the bed this around. I couldn’t lay down because he tends to run off when I do that. So that whole time I fought through the pain in my back just for this kitten. After my mom put him back outside. I laid down for a bit and decided to sit back up. I “played” on the laptop and listened to music. Finally, I got up and decided to take a break from the music and laptop altogether. I grabbed my Kindle and sat back against my wall and read almost three chapters. I am almost finished with one of the books. I can’t read three books at once. I can’t get my brain to store all the information from all three books. So I am sticking to my guns and keep reading the book I am reading, finish it, do a book review, and move on to the next one!

In about two hours, the season finale of Law & Order: Specials Victims Unit will be on. It’s another cliffhanger episode too. I hate those for season finales. Last night Dancing With The Stars crowned a new champion. It was probably the only time my mom and I were actually agreeing with each other. As much I loved Aly and Mark. Kellie and Derek deserved that trophy especially after that amazing freestyle. I couldn’t believe Aly and Mark got fourth place, because (and my mom agreed on this too!) Jacoby and Karina’s freestyle wasn’t as awesome as Aly and Mark’s. My mom and I really think Derek should come back next season! My mom and I’s tv shows are all ending, but we have Major Crimes coming back this summer!! I’ve got my first summer series starting up on the third, it is Push Girls. I haven’t been able to watch it. I have watched three episodes, but I haven’t watched the first season as a whole. So I’m hoping as June comes closer that maybe Sundance Channel will be doing reruns. I have been seeing WEtv has been showing some episodes too! They would come on the same time as DWTS. That sucked I gotta say! So far I have three or four summer shows. Another favorite will start-up again, Breaking Pointe on the CW. I have a new show on ABC (I think) called The Mistresses that I may watch too. The only show I know that doesn’t end this week is Hannibal. Thank God!